Gratitude list...

i have my sponsees make Gratitude lists at least once a week and send them to me-
I am not asked to make them so usually I make them in my head and let them dance around like fireflies..bringing my synapses awake, bringing life to the ol' cerebellum and joy to my heart..
tonight I am writing this one down

What I am grateful for:
Life
smiles
music
love
laughter
SERENITY
the ocean
having choice
butterflies
fullness
friends
family
maya calling me from the bathtub tonight to tell me she is a mermaid
zoe and her wonderful 8 month old chubbiness
safety
kisses
Sunshine

Love flowers in openness and freedom!

I am discovering that this recovery this journey this commitment I made to myself almost 3 yrs ago is paying of -coming to fruition, coming round again..My cup runneth over- my belly is full- I am more I can do more, I want to do more, I am more! I am coming out of the grieving of the loss of my brother Dayn and into the light. This time with a few more wrinkles perhaps, a few more sprouts of grey, but with a bigger appreciation for life. For love! For choice and happiness and being in the moment and for the NOW!

My journey has been back to self- me, myself- the one i left behind. The girl I left, the woman I forgot. In riding the ride the past few years I kinda forgot the destination..i just concentrated on pushing ahead like Jimi says. I concentrated on feeling my feelings as they came up.setting boundaries, keeping in my integrity, being whole again, being of the light. It is working! The journey is alive, the wheels keep turning and my smile is beaming today!
And..I am SO grateful!